Holly Madison Tells Of ‘Nightmare’ Life That Had Her Thinking Suicide
Holly Madison, one of Hugh Hefner’s “Girls Next Door” has a memoir called Down the Rabbit Hole, where she tells of betrayal, bad bunnies, and backstabbing.
As revealed in the release from Harper Collins, Madison’s seemingly fairy tale existence inside the Playboy Mansion was filled with drama, darkness, and even depression. “Life inside the notorious Mansion wasn’t a dream at all—and quickly became her nightmare,” the promotional material states. “After losing her identity, her sense of self-worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicide.”
The publisher also promises to detail the “oppressive routine of strict rules, manipulation, and [her] battles with ambitious, backstabbing bunnies.”
Madison, 35, who’s now married to Pasquale Rotella and mom to their toddler-aged daughter Rainbow, first skyrocketed to fame in 2005 alongside Bridget Marquardt and Kendra Wilkinson. The trio starred as Hef’s girlfriends in E!’s reality series, The Girls Next Door, for five seasons until it ended in 2010.
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tracey marie March 22nd, 2015 at 4:55 pm
sleeping with an old man and multiple partners was your choice, same as your choice to be a reality TV star promoting your choices. Stop whining and find some panties and put them on.
rg9rts March 23rd, 2015 at 6:13 am
Panties??
tracey marie March 23rd, 2015 at 12:35 pm
underwear, I was making a funny about her being a nude model
rg9rts March 23rd, 2015 at 12:53 pm
Got yours in a bunch didn’t I
Budda March 22nd, 2015 at 5:55 pm
I do not feel sorry for her.
AnthonyLook March 22nd, 2015 at 7:49 pm
Their show was not bad, use to watch it. Depression and thoughts of suicide have nothing to do with whatever mansion you are living at or with how many roommates; it’s all you.
Doug Jones March 23rd, 2015 at 3:32 pm
translation: depression has nothing to do with where you are and what you are doing with your life.
you are wrong, AnthonyLook. Dead wrong.
jtak101 March 22nd, 2015 at 10:45 pm
She was in a public relationship with an 82 yr old pervert and 2 other 20 something bimbos…..and it was less than perfect?? astonishing!!
iiccee March 22nd, 2015 at 11:57 pm
I think you figured out that you were not the “hot” one and got all depresso about it. We cannot stand you and your implants. You were the most fakeass one on the show. Kendra is gorgeous. Implants nasty yes….what a babe and personality. Bridget is chubby and not appealing.
bpollen March 23rd, 2015 at 12:28 am
Why, how very charming. And she thought so highly of you…
Denise Stout March 23rd, 2015 at 2:13 am
These girls are so very young when they make these decisions…. I do not think they realize until too late how much of their soul has been prostituted for the profit of an old bastard like Hugh Hefner who pretends to just have the best interest of the girls at heart.. I wonder how many of Hefs ex’s feel some type of regret? He seems to prey on girls who have troubled backgrounds so he can manipulate them….
Lovey March 23rd, 2015 at 3:33 pm
i would regret sleeping with hef. ewwww!!!!
Denise Stout March 23rd, 2015 at 6:17 pm
Oh my gosh Lovey, me too!!! and I am old…lol
Lovey March 24th, 2015 at 7:46 pm
I’m old too, that man does nothing for me!
rg9rts March 23rd, 2015 at 6:11 am
A cult is a cult is a cult
Nunyabizness14220 March 23rd, 2015 at 3:38 pm
I read in Kendra Wilkinson’s first book how the sex with Hef went…she said he would take a Viagara and wait for it to take effect and then the “chosen ones” would take turns hopping on till he was satisfied….The things girls are willing to do for their sugar daddy…
jpaq68 March 23rd, 2015 at 4:21 pm
I’m sorry, but that’s gotta be like screwing your grandfather. She was using him as much as he was using her.
Pokthecat March 23rd, 2015 at 6:13 pm
What a giant coincidence that she reveals this gem right when she is ready to release a new book. I may be cynical but I think she is full of crap. If he was so bad why was she trying so hard to get him to marry her and make little Hefner babies? I need brain bleach now.